e=mc2

:/

2010-04-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

why do i feel like giving up even before i start?
why do i feel so scared of this?
why is my heart pumping so fcking fast?
WHY???
-____-".

but still,i feel as if i`m a small ant in front of all the powerhouses tht actually reappeared
again after MIA-ing for quite some time.they just give me the creeps man.
lifting weight 2x heavier than what i do.lol.if i do 50kg at the bench press,they`ll do 100 kg.
crazy sia.-____-"

so yea,my class form teacher is really dumb.he took 1 hr to set up the freaking projector.
what do we students do since he so busy doing tht?we played at the computer of course.-__-"
as day passes by,i feel like Dover Ite is the most boring Ite campus ever.like EVER.

oh well,see ya arnd.

love?

2010-04-13T03:09:00.000-07:00

hello everyone!:DDDD .i knw this is quiet a surprise that i suddenly want to blog.
well actually.i didnt blog for a long time because i didnt have anything to write about so
i decided nt to blog.

Ok,i`ve been asking myself this qn when my friends in facebook ask me "why are you single?dun you feel lonely?"
well my answer is yes.i do feel lonely but i got my reasons for being single of course.
My reason is tht i dun want to hurt a girl`s feeling.I feel tht whenever i like a girl and when i
try to get close with the girl,i end up making the good relationship become bad and eventually
spoil everything.A girl`s heart is like a glass tht must nvr be broken.but of course its impossible to actually not to hurt a girl`s feeling.Well,everything shud be ok if you apologize after you realise you did something wrong right?unless the girl is very stubborn.-__-V
Hmmm to me both boys and girls have egos.only some stand out from the others.if you knw what i mean of course.XD.
well even though i wan to be single,still i want to be in a relationship.-____-". stupid rite?haha.But,i got no choice but to wait for the right time.:/
to me,love is about two hearts combining to be one.Well,that is from my point of view.
Other people think differently about love.In my entire 17+ yrs of life,i nvr felt love by a girl
except for my mum and sisters (-_-)even tho i`ve been in a relationship before.Sad eh :`(?
but what to do?nothing.you cant force somebody to love you straight away.its so wrong man.-_-. SO my previous relationship is nt what i should call a relationship.:(

These days,alot of my friends been complaining to me about their love life.bout their girl nt ditching them off la and all kind of stuffs.But this stuffs are normal right?there`s no such thing
as a perfect relationship.All couples will have low tides and tsunamis in their relationship.But problems are made to strengthen the bond between the guy and the girl.SO yea,to couples out there,dun be so stupid to think tht when you have a problem,getting in each others nerve is the answer.-__________-"v.

i wanted to type more about how i feel bout love and stuff but i forgotten what i was thinking.and sorry aite if you readers think this post is boring.:(

OH YEA!ITE DOVER = super duper fking boring sch.My classmates are friendly but the teacher
uh,i seriously thinks he need to go for a english class or something.lol.-____-v
and the toilet smells like ......................i nvr eat for the first 2 days of school because i dont think the foood is edible.haha.-__-.and yes,i joined gym club as my cca.LOL
IF i were to MIA again,i`m really2 sorry.because like i said i dun think its necessary to update if i got nth to write abt.have a bright day ahead of you

TATA everyone(:

ps:love,hatred is just part of life.

hais

2010-01-11T03:37:00.000-08:00

99 Facts abt Guys that Girls shld know

Guys don’t actually look after good-looking girls. they prefer neat and presentable girls.
Guys hate other flirts.
A guy can like you for a minute, and then forget you afterwards.
When a guy says he doesn’t understand you, it simply means you’re not thinking the way he is.
Are you doing something?” or “Have you eaten already?” are the first usual questions a guy asks on the phone just to get out from stammering.
Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
When a guy really likes you, he’ll disregard all your bad characteristics.
Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
Guys will do anything just to get the girl’s attention.
Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend.
When guys want to meet your parents. Let them. …….dont think so
Guys want to tell you many things but they can’t. And they have one habit to gain courage and spirit to tell you many things and it is drinking! but do not generalise
Guys cry!!!
Don’t provoke the guy to heat up. Believe me. He will.
Guys can never dream and hope too much.
Guys usually try hard to get the girl who has dumped them, and this makes it harder for them to accept their defeat.
When you touch a guy’s heart, there’s no turning back.
Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know what?!..uh…never mind!” would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
Guys go crazy when girls touch their hands……yeh rite – watever.
Guys are good flatterers when courting but they usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really like.
When a guy makes a prolonged “umm” or makes any excuses when you’re asking him to do you a favor, he’s actually saying that he doesn’t like you and he can’t lay down the card for you.
When a girl says “no”, a guy hears it as “try again tomorrow”. ……so true.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before he gets the message clearly.
Guys hate gays!
Guys love their moms.
A guy would sacrifice his money for lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
A guy often thinks about the girl who likes him. But this doesn’t mean that the guy likes her.
You can never understand him unless you listen to him.
If a guy tells you he loves you once in a lifetime. He does.
Beware. Guys can make gossips scatter through half of the face of the earth faster than girls can.
Like Eve, girls are guysâ€™ weaknesses.
Guys are very open about themselves.
It’s good to test a guy first before you believe him. But don’t let him wait that long.
No guy is bad when he is courting
Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
Guys really admire girls that they like even if they’re not that much pretty.
Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help from about his problems with you may end up being admired by your boyfriend.
If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give advice…….very true.
A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
A guy finds ways to keep you off from linking with someone else.
Guys love girls with brains more than girls in miniskirts. ……..sumtimes.
Guys try to find the stuffed toy a girl wants but would unluckily get the wrong one.
Guys virtually brag about anything.
Guys cannot keep secrets that girls tell them.
Guys think too much.
Guys’ fantasies are unlimited.
Girls’ height doesn’t really matter to a guy but her weight does!……very true.
Guys tend to get serious with their relationship and become too possessive. So watch out girls!!!
When a girl makes the boy suffer during courtship, it would be hard for him to let go of that girl.
It’s not easy for a guy to let go of his girlfriend after they broke up especially when they’ve been together for 3 years or more.
You have to tell a guy what you really want before getting involved with that guy.
A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt, he won’t be matured and grow up.
When an unlikable circumstance comes, guys blame themselves a lot more than girls do. They could even hurt themselves physically.
Guys have strong passion to change but have weak will power.
Guys are tigers in their peer groups but become tamed P**** with their girlfriends…..sumtimes depends wen they want sumat.
When a guy pretends to be calm, check if he’s sweating. You’ll probably see that he is nervous.
When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl. He really is.
When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just actually saying, “Please come and listen to me”……sumtimes.
Guys don’t really have final decisions.
When a guy loves you, bring out the best in him.
If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him….very important.
If a guy has been kept shut or silent, say something.
Guys believe that there’s no such thing as love at first sight, but court the girls anyway and then realize at the end that he is wrong.
Guys like femininity not feebleness.
Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do.
A guy may instantly know if the girl likes him but can never be sure unless the girl tells him.
A guy would waste his time over video games and football, the way a girl would do over her romance novels and make-ups.
Guys love girls who can cook or bake. ….they love u regardless.
Guys like girls who are like their moms. No kidding!……true but only wen the guys are ready 2be settled down.
A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
A guy’s friend knows everything about him. Use this to your advantage.
Don’t be a snob. Guys may easily give up on the first sign of rejection.
Don’t be biased. Try loving a guy without prejudice and you’ll be surprised.
Girls who bathe in their eau de perfumes do more repelling than attracting guys.
Guys are more talkative than girls are especially when the topic is about girls.
Guys don’t comprehend the statement “Get lost” too well.
Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions but still love them more.
When a guy gives a crooked or pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds them offending and he just tried to be polite.
Guys don’t care about how shiny their shoes are unlike girls.
Guys tend to generalize about girls but once they get to know them, they’ll realize they’re wrong.
Any guy can handle his problems all by his own. He’s just too stubborn to deal with it.
Guys find it so objectionable when a girl swears.
Guys’ weakest point is at the knee.
When a problem arises, a guy usually keeps himself cool but is already thinking of a way out.
When a guy is conscious of his looks, it shows he is not good at fixing things.
When a guy looks at you, either he’s amazed by you or he’s criticizing you.
When you catch him cheating on you and he asks for a second chance, give it to him. But when you catch him again and he asks for another chance, ignore him.
If a guy lets you go, he really loves you.
If you have a boyfriend, and your boy best friend always glances at you and it obviously shows that he is jealous whenever you’re with your boyfriend, all I can say is your boy best friend loves you more than your boyfriend does.
Guys learn from experience not from the romance books that girls read and take as their basis of experience.
You can tell if a guy is really hurt or in pain when he cries in front of you!
If a guy suddenly asks you for a date, ask him first why.
When a guy says he can’t sleep if he doesn’t hear your voice even just for one night, hang up. He also tells that to another girl. He only flatters you and sometimes makes fun of you.
You can truly say that a guy has good intentions if you see him praying sometimes.
Guys seek for advice not from a guy but from a girl.
Girls are allowed to touch boys’ things. Not their hair!
If a guy says you’re beautiful, that guy likes you.
Guys hate girls who overreact. ……sumtimes.
Guys love you more than you love them IF they are serious in your relationships.

lol

2010-01-08T04:22:00.000-08:00

it sucks when bad luck always happen.-_-
ergh!
so yea.ytd went out to buy some stuffs for myself with mael,zaim
and ika.haha.so bought myself a Pull & Bear t-shirt and 2 other shirts
from some random shops.haha.today went to SP to survey the course.
i`m really fucking intrested with Hotel,Leisure and Facilities Management now.
wohoooo.so yea.i hope i get 18 and below.^^.
bought myself a new earpiece since my old earpiece is fucking spoil.-_-
hmm.went to Unity Sec to just hang around.
boring sia.ergh!
i went there to look for someone but in the end nvr see.hahaha.so wtheck
went home and just sleep.
tmr going vivo with my sisters,bro in law and my nephew.SHOPPING AGAIN!
yeaaa baby!
enjoy this vid from Gould.
i give him 5/5 for his cover.

:/

2010-01-05T03:24:00.000-08:00

first and foremost, R.I.P Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan.

1981- 2009.

the craziest drummer i even seen.hes talent on the drums are unexplainable.but

its not his time to bloom i guess.hopefully hes name will never perished from the sight of living ones.AND hopefully the band will be fine and continue with their life and succeed in near future.
:D.

so yea.its been quite a while huh?haha.i know i`ve been M.I.A ing but due to the fact that i`m fucking busy and also due to my fucking laziness.XD

i got nothing to post about actually haha.oh yea!CHINA pple are fucking shitheads losers.-_-

but not all laaa.some only.:D

okay take care titoooooos.-__-"

-_-V

2009-12-29T05:01:00.001-08:00

enjoy the vid.heheheXD

woooooo~

2009-12-18T03:24:00.000-08:00

how i wish i was there.XD
oh yea i my workplace got this indian name Brian.
and hes a very cool guy i tell you.i nver see a indian who can speak
mandarin very fluently till i know him.my jaw went wide open when i see he speak
mandarin with the china men there.okayla wide open quite fake uh.XD
who wont be shock rite after hearing and seeing a indian speak mandarin.
his reason for learning how to speak mandarin was he love his girlfriend.even my friend
who is chinese was shock after hearing brian speaking mandarin.after knowing him for like
4-5 days,it seems clear that nothing is impossible in this world.cool huh?if you dont think so then keep it to yrself.ouh well,he wanted to help me get the girl`s no. but i refuse.
haha.reason being tht,firstly,the girl will surely think why i nvr ask her personally.
tkder buah eh boy?-_-. which is not cool.haha.
secondly i`m fucking shy to talk to a hot girl.okay shes not that hot but to me shes hotla.
wth am i saying here?-_-V.okay back to Brian.at first i thought he was 18-19 years old since
he said he was in higher nitec and he was shorter than me. BUT my assumption was wrong.
He`s 21 this year.done with NS and he owned a very nice groomed honda bike.
i was jealous indeed seeing all the cool stuff he had but he told me this.
"you jealous for what?if you work hard and believe in yrself,you surely get what you want.and about the girl, i believe in you dude.she wont turn down on you la.trust me"
its a common sentence but it really meant alot to me.its a self reminder to not just me
but all the people in this world."work hard,dont look back,believe in yrself"
a guy who hardly know me tell me that as if he already know me for like 2-3 years.
haha.hmmm.MAYBE i`ll give it a try one day.or maybe not.my self esteem was never high.
its always low.-_-V
but nevertheless.god made me this way.so i should just improve myself yaw.^^
alright later shitheaads

huahuahua

2009-12-16T02:41:00.000-08:00

YO readers(if theres any o_O)

sorry for MIA-ing for quite a long time.as what i had stated in my previous post.
due to work and some other stupid and nonsensical stuffs,my free time
had been cut short drastically.haha.-_-V.
so yea.firstly about work.nothing special has yet to happen.its all been the same thing.
the same old routine.
1.check quality.(woo)
2.face up.(waahhh)
3.top up(haiyaaaa)
even tho its all the same old things,its still fun actually.seeing my friend putting the wrong fruits at the wrong place and stuff.
supervisors making fun of the customers.hilarious i tell you.XD.
me and haris,always find some ways to burn time when we work.firstly.we will
top up the fruits slowly.one particular day which was last week.we spent about
3hrs+ to actually top up all one particular type of apple.hahaa.
Sometimes.we slack in the toilet for like 15min - 20 mins.Okay maybe nt sometimes.
we slack all the time in the toilet.what we do?me being vain as ever,spend the 15mins
in front of the mirror of course while my friend do his business is the cubicle.
haha.theres quite alot of stuffs that we did at work.i`m lazy to type all of it SO lets just skip all of that.

oh yea!i just came back from malaysia two days ago.the trip was okayla since i went there
for a wedding.so not that much fun.i cant wait for December 24th because i`ll be going back
to malaysia again.hehehe!this time,its surely going to be fun because my badass cousins
are coming along with my family.huahuahua.cant wait for it yea.
hmmmmmmmm.

I cant stop thinking of that someone.oh well,i guess i stop here.

ps:sorry for the confusing post.XD and yea i miss that someone.^_^

enjoy it while it last

2009-12-02T02:56:00.000-08:00

i`ve been very busy these few days.
work was okay i guess?haha.whats make it tiring its tht you must stand
for like 4-5 hrs straight.then lunch for an hour and then stand again for another 1-2 hrs.
-_-.my job was simple.i work at the fruits department.i just need to "top-up"the fruits
and do some pack at the warehouse.lol!boring much. but what do i care?as long
can see the chicks coming to giant and getting the cash is enough for me.:D
so i just stop here aite peepos.enjoy the vid by BMTH!
fav song finally have a video.:D

PROM!

2009-11-21T04:16:00.001-08:00

Hello shitheads!the picture is us during prom ytd.i wanna upload more pics
but due to laziness,i wont.XD.wanna see it?go facebook uh sial!.-_-V
so aite it took me approximately 30 mins to set my stupid hair.haha!-_-
i know it doesnt look nice from the picture because my hair is too thick uhs.
so yea.the drying ,the straightening and the spraying of my hair took that long.
Vain much.haha!hmm kays.So me,rafid,homaidi and zul took train there.we thought
that we`ll be late so we went out early but to my surprise,we reached there 30mins
earlier than expected.haha!so we end up sitting around outside the ballroom waiting for
our tickets which is at li wen who at that time,is waiting for a cab.nabei cibaila!
she asked us to come early but she herself came late.-_-
so moving on.we talk-talk,laugh-laugh and stuffs while waiting for the bloody tickets to
be given to us.FYI,i overheard pple in the train says i looked like sanji!haha.cool or
what?!?!:P.hmm after the long wait,we finally get seated.our table is like
the more dirtiest table ever after the event.haha.narresh the idiot eat like pig sia.
so messy.-_-.but i like the part he bullied the waiter uh.XD.
the DJ was okayla.hes quite funny because of his actions like showing pple
how to dance and all BUT hes joke uh.damn lame uh.feel like throwing the chicken at
him.huahuahua.
the choosing of the prom queen and king was the best.haha.they funny like hell sia.
make me laugh like one retarded person.-_-" after the lucky draw and stuffs,its time to party!
wahaha.the best part of all!everybody just went to the dancefloor and everybody started
to jump and dance.hell yea we were enjoying ourselves.we were jumping,some dance and some even crowd surf.woooooohoooo~hahaha!some of us even look like we drank 10 bottles of vodka.HAHA!-_-"V.we dance till we were sweating like dogs.haha.my hair become (($@&&!
.pfft.after that,all the photo taking and stuffsla.zul took alot of photos with girls.dammit.he also get to take a photo with this one girl.shes damn hotla.i`m so damn jealous.haha
nvm.results still got.LOL!as if she`ll take photo with me.hahaha.after all that,went home
via indri`s father`s car.haha.save $$$ sia.pheewwww.met hadi at yew tee and made our way
home together.reached home at 1am.woke up at 9am and then off to train for tomorrow`s soccer game against the last year`s express team.DIEDIE must win tomorrow.Our team may not be the strongest team so far.but we wont give up till the end.wish us luck for tmr aite shitheads.i guess i`ll stop here.haha.lazy to type uh.:P
toodles-poodles!^_^

haiya

2009-11-17T05:45:00.000-08:00

sup shitheads.
sorry for not updating frequently like what i said in the previous post.
honestly i`m just plain lazy and furthermore,i dun think pple need to
know every single and the slightest thing i`ve been through in this world.
haha.who the bloody hell wanna know what i`m doing in the bathroom?
-_-V or maybe what i do before i go to bed?hahah!.
okay i shall stop spouting nonsense here.
Alright.first thing first,
i`ve got a job!wahaha.so much for the term sales assistant.hahaha!
actually i`ll be working at IMM.as a person who stock up everything in a section.
get it?lol.-_-"
hmm.and yea. prom is this coming friday.
dun ask me what i`m wearing.i`m wearing like Sanji in one piece.except that
i`m wearing a vest and not a blazer.pfft.
haiyaaaa..i just hope pple nvr laugh uh looking at what i wear.haha.
hmm.
i`m still wondering what am i going to do for another week before i start working.
hmm.
i finish watching one piece already.same goes to naruto.haha.
maybe i`ll start downloading games now.
hmmm.do research about hair styling maybe?
learn how to cut pples hair?wahhhh.internet got all tht stuffs meh?
haha.hmm i`m dead bored man.
who wanna go study?-_-V
okay i`m done here.i`ll update when i feel like it aite assholes.
smell ya around.
poodles toodles~^_^

YOHOHOHO!

2009-11-11T05:13:00.000-08:00

YOHOHO!FINALLY!i can blog again!XD
and yes!Os is finally done.^^.
see those two photos above?yea one of it is my idol but what catches my
eyes were the shirts they are wearing.OMG!its hard to find drop dead t-shirts
in singapore alright.i dun even think there are in singapore.-_-".
i really2 want those shirst man.but to bad its ASD$31.75 for both and of course not forgetting
its shipping cost too.total cost for the shirts if i`m going to buy it will be
roughly around 100+ dollars.damn it!s(#(@&!
okay nvm forget bout it.
since Os had ended,i`m going to find a job soon.actually found it already.
after my last paper today,me,hairi,zaim and zul went to recruit express.
hairi said the lady want ask to go there.so yea.we got a job at some computer
sofware company.i`ll be giving it a try orite.how hard can assembling a mouse and keyboard be rite?hahahaXD.and ouh installing some sofware into a disc.how hard can it be?haha
5.50 aint that bad rite.since the overtime pay will be 8.25.haha.
and working office hours going to rocks!haha.since no more working in the weekends which
will actually ruin my plan to have fun on that days.haha
its goin to be long holiday for me.i`ve got a long list for what i`m going to
do for my weekends.but due to my laziness now,i`ll post next time.
haha.
i`ll be updating frequently from now on.hopefully god willing.haha
going to catch up on One Piece again.episode 385 already.
GOGOGO!
smell ya lata assholes.:D

10th October 2009

2009-10-10T03:01:00.000-07:00

:D:D:D:D:D

I`m goin to miss this pple alot when we finish our Os.the beautiful pple of 5/2and also
not forgetting pple from 5/1 too.it was a memorable day for we sec 4s and 5s pple.
This year`s celebration was more fun compared to last year`s graduation.we took alot
of pics indeed .when i mean alot,its ALOT i tell you.we were all sweating because there were
too much photos being took.HAHA.but it was fun tho.the 5 years i spent with these charming beings were awesome.we won alot of things together as a class.we won the interclass soccer
for both guys and girls.we also rule the floorball competition together.i dun thinks theres no other sports that we pple cant win.XP.oh yea,who doesnt know 5/2?the noisiest pple in sch,the pple who doesnt even care about the school rules.haha.thats the reason why i love them.who wants to be in a class full of nerds?you tell me now?hahas.so yea,we got to work our ass off guys for our Os!who knows next year we`ll all go to the same poly?it sounds impossible but sometimes it can happen.^_^V.like what mr tan always said."5/2 is the class with the most potential of making history this year by getting 100% pple of going to poly!"haha.i`m going to miss that guy too.he helped me alot with my math.Because of him,i gained alot of confidence to do math now.^^.
i hope our bonds will nvr be broken guys.:')

4th October 2009

2009-10-04T05:17:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey.

ytd`s jalan raya was fucking fun i tell you!haha.pple were looking
at us like what sia.especially the fucking chinese pple.:P.
jealous huh?hahaha.so yea.walk here walk there.so yea worn up for good man
because we met at 9.30am and ended raya at 12am.wahaha.
woke up at 11.30am today.since nothing to do,i slept again at 1.30pm.XD
haha.yea today was more a sleeping day.hell yea man!next week will be the last week
of school and after tht is our free time to revise.SO whats my plan?i will be meeting all the teachers everyday for each and one of my subs except for MT.XD.i`m so going to be
like einstein when i`m done with the physics revision.HAHA!-_-V
i guess thts it for today.smell you pple around.but must go bath first uh.if not smelly sia.
-_-V
enjoy the song.it holds a meaning if you read the lyrics properly

Lyrics :

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this Can t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he 's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
No, I can't think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye

2nd Oct 2009

2009-10-02T07:35:00.000-07:00

yea supp pple.
haha.
i`ve been away for quite some time right?sorry for that i guess.
well,this few days,its been somehow okay. nothing much happened but
i`ve get to know something from my friend about my other "friend".
i`m thankful to my friend for telling me all tht.at least i know what is going
on.so yea,dun even think i will trust the "friend" again.

okayokay.enuff of that.tmr will be going out raya-ing with my classmates.
wohooo.there will be approx 17 pple going out.so its going to be kecoh,
and extremely FUNFUNFUN!yea!haha
okay then.see you pple around.^^

i`m going silent myself

2009-09-27T03:29:00.001-07:00

enjoy the vid.

yeayeayea

2009-09-26T09:19:00.000-07:00

theres no changes in my life for now.
i`m really confuse.i cant think properly.i`m loosing
myself.i cant be the old me again.i dont want to be stupid
guy whos always been so emotional.damn.can i stop tht from happening?
i dont even know the answer to tht.argh!
i only need someone tht can actually help with this.hais.
but theres no point of helping if i ended up being the same old guy again.
god.
and oh if you are reading this,i just want to tell you i`m sorry.i`ve been a v. stupid guy.
you know me well dont you?i`ve been sensitive as always.i`ve been a burden for too long.
i dont think thts the only mistake i`ve done.only you know what are the mistakes i did.nevertheless,i apologise for everything.
the feeling wont fade away that easily.

oh yea lastly.the sound of an F1 car is fucking loud sia.eardrum can burst if you dont
wear a pair of earplugs.><

heyheyhey

2009-09-22T07:42:00.000-07:00

wowowowow.haha.
its been a quite a busy for me this few days.
haha.
been busy with studies.-_-"
and yea wateva tht related to it.hohoho
so yea.nowadays things are changing around.the environment
is quite different.i find myself more panic then i am before.watthehell man!
hahaa.
so yea.raya had been okay?no raya mood so what do you expect sia.
hahaa..first day kind of boring actually.nth to do at aunt`s crib so talk2
with my scene couzin about screamo bands and etc.haha.so he told me
about a very cool music gendre.its called NINTENDOCORE!its screamo+some techno2 or
some game music stuffs.><
now i`m like stuck with it.HAHA.cool shit la sia.
to whoever thinks screamo is just some noisy music,think again man.
those noisy music brings more meaning in it lyrics than normal shit
music tht you hear.so fuck off.LOL.^_^V

since i`m in love with nintendocore music,here a song from
enter shikari- sorry youre not a winner!
yea you and i,we`re both losers.asshole.

what the fuck?

2009-09-18T03:27:00.000-07:00

DAMMIT.
FUCK.
ARGH!!!!
:(

wooooo

2009-09-16T03:13:00.000-07:00

wow.time really flies man!
another another 3 more days to raya oredi.
HAHA!cant wait?actually i cant wait to continue
my normal routine again.i dun feel the semangat of raya
like i use too like the last time.HAHA!
so yea.school been okay i guess.teachers are slacking too.
i guess i`m still half way to mastering math?XD.need more practice.
but still i`m happy tht at least i can get the basic right.not doing the same
mistakes over again.hehe^^.
so today basically went home after school since theres no AEP.thank god!
i decided to hit the gym then since i didnt go for like 3 weeks?-_-"
i thought it will be okay but i was wrong.Damn TIRED oredi now. see some guy
at the age range of 23-28 didnt fast.drinking his sportade like nobody business.i feel
like slapping him in the face.Never fast but want to celebrate hari raya.THIS GOES TO ALL WHO NVR
FAST ALSO EH!tk puase jgn nk step raya uh sial!I really wander wheres the pride of being a muslim?
if you dun pray five times a day,at least if you fast it still be okay.Stupid jackasses.pfft.
so yea.Me and my friend manage to tahan.hahaha.
finish working out in an hour only.-_-
thats my day i guess.Boring right?hahah

PS:oh yea to my so call bestfriend.if you reading this.pleasela.act as a teenager can?
dun act like one kid.DUN ACT AS IF YOU KNOW WHO I AM CAUSE YOU DUN!grr.

i`m missing you like i nvr miss you before.i hope i will get to see you soon.:/
loveyou~

yea!

2009-09-14T04:30:00.000-07:00

today is just plain shit.lets move our body and headbang!
chelsea smile!^^

awww man,!

2009-09-13T03:56:00.000-07:00

today jusst went to geylang.fucking hot uh the place.
SO finally,bought a fatcap!hahahaha!happy?lol.
i guess thts all for today?OH OH OH!i saw a mat rep,his two front teeth gone liao!
hahaha.like goal poles sia!i cant stop laughing when i saw tht.wahaha!

i tried my best.if nth`s change too bad for me then.:(

blablabla

2009-09-12T08:38:00.000-07:00

All I Can Say Is I keep Thinking Of You Day and Night!XD
and yea i feel like throwing my phone out of the window.so useless!
HAHA-_-V

lets respect the old school rock and roll!
KiSS baby!

HELLO!:P

2009-09-10T02:51:00.000-07:00

sup pple!hahaha. See that photo?if its possible i wanna wear like tht during prom.
so cool man!^_^

so yea basically my so called september holidays are spent entirely at in school.
From monday to friday straight,classes from 8 to 1.30pm.so fucking tiring!
hmm its weird lately!i ate 3 plates of fried rice and a plate of kway teow,and guess what?!
i thot i will gain 2 kg or something,i check the next day,i lose 1kg.hahahaha!i was
fucking shock manz..XD.

HEHEHE!so school was okay i guess. Just now did a chem mock paper.i thot i will
fail because i anyhow whack one!haha.but i was surprise to see tht i get alot of the
qns correct!hahaha.so after tht was 3 hrs of combine humans.Damn it man.
the stupid teacher make us do 3 times of the source base.PFFT!
went home straight after tht since i need to babysit my niece.because of tht,
i missed the chance to play takraw my bros.:/.
My mum kept whining and whining about stuffs.hais.instead of thanking me,
she nag at me.-_-".So yea..sometimes i feel like running away from home.
hahahaha!

Hmm.i guess thts all?i lazy to type lehh!XP
enjoy the vid while youre at it.

Nobody Nobody But YOU!^_^

sarangheayo.:D

Hmmp.

2009-09-07T02:23:00.000-07:00

i`m so stress up with my surroundings lately.
I always thought i`m doing the right things but i was wrong.
I was wrong BIG TIME!i made a mess of everything.I make things that was about
to be okay became even more problematic.My Mom and Dad dun trust me since last 2 years?
okay maybe my mom only because my dad dont even care what is happening with
his surroundings.what he cares is only about Birds.pfft.He dun even know
I`m facing a big obstacle in another 52 days?I`m not ready for the obstacle honestly speaking.
Mr Tan been worried sick bout me.He`s the 2nd teacher whos been very caring to me.The first was
mrs chiew who made me love science.I really miss her teaching the class.hmm.
SO Mr Tan always tell me this "There is still time!there is still hope!dun give up!"He have high hopes
for me but i have none for myself. I`m just letting pple down. Can i pass my Science?English?POA?
haiyaaaaaaaaa.Thats just studies okay.

I have problems in my personal life too.I always cause things to go haywire.argh!
i hate to lose somebody who i loved.Who likes tht?nobody rite?but i made that happen just because
of me not thinking of the consequences.Like what Danny from Adam Khoo`s workshop says
"Actions have Consequences".hais That is why i have no hope for myself. I will never think positively
even tho i tell pple to think positively. Stupid huh?haiya. I`m not blaming anybody because i dun wan
to cause a big MESS again. But nvm,this are all challenges for God to make me more matured.
so must tawakal.^_^

take care readers.Sorry i`m "abit" busy with stuffs.
^_^V

^_^

2009-09-03T03:27:00.000-07:00

hello pple!

today was okayla..spent most of the free periods doing nth sia.HAHA!
my friends perform during lunch time by sadly the sound system sucks.
aww dammit sehh.LOL.and oh

I would like to wish Miss Nadiah Latiff aka
Ah Nad,Happy Birthday to you!Sorry no present for you.I`m really broke sehh..
nvm eh,After O`s i treat you go eat LJS!HAHAHAHA.so my birthday msg to you is,
stop panicking when you are studying can?haha!Strive hard for your upcoming exams kay?
you knw rite you got good friends that will help you in anyway they can.?so
dont keep your problems to yrself kays?^_^.I think tht will be all?OH OH OH !!
i missed out something. Dun noty-noty eh!LOL-_-V.
Happy Birthday again beautiful.:D

-sincerely from AH PAU!XD

te quiero.^_^

Haiyaaa!

2009-09-02T04:00:00.001-07:00

i`ve been thinking thinking and thinking.My brain hurts.
i dunnoe why the hell am i feeling so worried this few days.
haiya.cant stop thinking negative again.
i always think that i will always fail.:/
can anyone help me with this?NO?haiya..
i`m too confused to even think bout anything.

wooots

2009-08-30T03:28:00.000-07:00

awww..ytd was fun!hahaha crap alot ytd night.

and oh YTD was also MJ`s birthday.we miss you alot mj.
Hopefully you got a place in
heaven.
Thats the place for a very nice person like you!:).happy birthday MJ!.

SO basically today i just rot at home doing nth. i wake up from sleep at 9.30am
then watch tv till noon.then sleep and now i`m here.LOL.

boring sia now.Going to crap alot again tonite!hahaha
^^

te queiro^_^

hello again

2009-08-29T01:31:00.000-07:00

sry for my absence from this blog of mine.

i was too busy with school and also due the time strain to use the comp.
SO lately,at school had been revising alot of subjects.
After a long time of no math revision,i feel that i know almost 1/2 of the topics.
BECAUSE i`ve done math prac and i was shock i manage to do alot of the qns by my own.
cool rite?hahahaha..i was happy but ytd did the mock paper 1 again. I was demoralize again.
the paper is a killer i tell you! I didnt manage to finish it of corse.hahaha!must practice more.
i`m left with only 59 days. Can i do it?hopefully i`ll be ready by then.:D

Fasting is goin well i guess?haha only that during breaking fast,i eat too much.HAHAHA!
ouh well,after Hari Raya,i`m going to lose all that by doing hardcore workouts in the gym.
Bodybuilder Wannabe.;). hahahahha..so not going to happen.well i guess thats all?
I`ll try to update frequently yea?hahah
take care pple!:)

Te Quiero~^^

23rd August 2009

2009-08-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

Hello pple. sorry for not updating for quite a while.
reason was that i`m a very busy guy.hahahah!
so the fasting had finally start. wohooo!so far it was quite okay.
Ytd,which was the first day of fasting and also my birthday^^
when studying with me friends. Studied math the entire time.
Studied till the brain was tired.LOL.so my birthday
was quite okay.^_^.

as for today,went to library again. this time studied with nafy,hasif and ah nad.
I tried doing math again ,but only manage to do 3 qns only. HAhahah.
still worn out since ytd.
so decided to study my POA and Physics instead. Overall i manage to do alot from my
physics ten year series.:D:D:D.
i guess thts all. I`m out of topics to talk about.hahhaha
take care readers

no more jokes now.

2009-08-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

so wtf!!! recently,got my prelims results.
all i can say is, only prelim what!going to look through all the mistakes again
and going to study study study study study..... .... .... .... .... so yea till my
brain cant absorb anything.
for the past few days since monday,i`ve been studying alot. firstly tuesday and
wednesday studies at yew tee point ljs and bk respectively. At bk was
much much more effective compared to LJS.hahaha. but at bk,its so freaking cold.
hahahah. so as for today. 3/4 of the time in school was spent on math.
i did math for almost everyday. try imagine how demoralize you are after getting 18/100
for yr emath prelim paper. I`m so freak out by that. Now,the pre O lvls exam stress
is hitting me tooo.. And Oh,talking bout O lvl,i get a B3 and a distinction for mt written paper
and oral. but still i`m retaking my written paper.
B3 is not enuff for me. i need to get an A because mt is the only subject i can ace.
so yea. I`m not dropping any subjects. to me now,i need to do my best for all the subs
if not,i got no chance to enter a goood poly with the course i want.
Okay ppl.maybe i`m going to update this blog sometimes when i free i guess.
Saturday going to start fasting and so,i`m going to be quite busy .hahahah.
so take care ppl.

2009-08-15T07:24:00.000-07:00

So today`s work?

It sucks. firstly,now a new rule was applied. ALL STAFFS AND MANAGERS
cant drink soft drink and eat fries for break. Common what type of rule is that?
That guy thinks he`s powerful. But actually hes not. I`m lucky i had a very sporting manager
who had felt how being a staff is. How hard we work. Only certain immigrants and some
asshole who dont like us workers to have peace.
URGH!
I have to work at 2 places for today. Breakfast in CCK and the rest,i was stuck at Bukit Panjang
Plaza. Gosh i thot I can slack at BP.But i was wrong. The crowd came without warning everytime i wanted
to rest. HAHA -_-". I went back cck at 4. Take bus home and i was surprised to see tht someone.
hahaha.. Reach home i just slacked around and then went for kenduri.
Okay thts it for today. tommorrow will be studying day.HAHA!:D

13 Aug 2009

2009-08-13T04:35:00.000-07:00

Meet my nephew.Zidan.

hes cute rite?my parents said i look like him

when i was at his age.HEHE ^^V

As for today,

A normal day of school but addition of my Prelim Science Prac Exam.

I screwed up everything. HAHAHA! I was doing the stupid chemistry experiments.

i was sure i was doing the right things by adding the correct amount of solution.

I even smell the stupid mixture. But what shock me was my solution didnt turn black.INSTEAD,

it changes colour to orange. ALL my classmates get the black solution except for me.

HAHAHA!I hope i`m the only one right and they all are wrong. XP so for me the physics

practical was more to logic than just testing bout gravity and stuffs.

But for the calculations, -___-V i just mix around the numbers from my graph

to the formulas. LOL! Thre this qn which says " Whats the percentage of you doing the experiment wrong?"

My answer was -13%. hahaha..my experiment to perfect i guess till i get a negative

integer rather then getting a positive integer.

LOL!

Argh forget it. The teachers didnt gave

us the practice we need for the practical papers. So they are the one at fault!Sorry teachers.

-_-V.

so after tht,lessons as per normal..Boring as usual.

After school,went home get changed and off to the gym.

Bump into Amirul so i asked him to help me. Manage to do almost everything i need.

So yea now my body is aching due to tht. HAHAHA! Tomorrow is friday. Friday

is usually a fucking boring day. Addition to tht, I have a Math Paper 1 mock exam.

That is so effing boring. I`ll guess thats it for today?

See you pple around soon?maybe?later?tomorrow?-__________-"V

"TE QUIRO!:D"

12th Aug 2009

2009-08-12T04:59:00.000-07:00

meet escape the fate.:D
[from left,MONTE,MAX,CRAIG & ROBERT]
cool uh Monte`s hair.hahahaXD

So as for today!

normal school day actually only today i dont know
why i cant keep my fucking mouth shut. I cant stop talkin crap just now
in class. LOL! but during my extra class or AEP i cant stop
saying "Hitler Greedy". Dont understand? Then too bad lorh. HAHA!
So my plan after the fucking AEP was to install FIFAONLINE 2 to my computer because
i borrowed the disc from Rafid. It went smoothly and all. BUT,the fucking patch takes
a fucking long time. It already reach 50% but suddenly hang. It was my 3rd attempt towards
the patching but still fail. Maybe God dunwan me to waste my time playing this game.
hahaha!so he made the patch fail all the time. And that someone also said
he dunwan me to play game. HAHA! so yea i`m going to start my revision and all
preety soon. By my O`s i should get all the physics,chem,math formula in my head.
get all the facts rite for my combine humans.LOL!
SO,thats all for today i guess. WAHAHA! everyday is the same short post.^_^V
Maybe tomorrow i`ll be hitting the gym again. Gonna make full use of the time
before Ramadhan month.:D
Thats all for today folks.
Smell yoou around.XP

11th August 2009

2009-08-11T02:31:00.000-07:00

hey supp readers.

today my day was rather boring.Firstly,i lose my mood from the beginning
of the day.This is due to what i dream last night.Ergh!it feels so real.
so reached school,was told tht the fucking teacher who wanted to have spot check
didnt came to school.i was really pissed off.I cut my hair for what?waaahh waste my fucking
precious time.And rite after tht,i was shocked to know we will be getting our MT O lvl results soon.
So rite after tht i just kept my mouth shut for most of the time.But i still talk la
since my friends make jokes and all..HAHA!so rite after school went home straight since
everybody were half awake because before tht we had 2hrs of free periods!i didnt sleep because
i was doing the worksheet the relief teacher gave us..I good boy rite?
hahahah.:P
My initial plan was to go jogging but since i was to lazy and i dun bother at all,i decided
to canceled it.HAHA..so much for losing weight.-__-"V
I cant wait for tomorrow?NOT!
tomorrow there will be 2 hrs of aep and in addition to tht,its combine humanities.
That subject make me go zzzzzzzzzzz.
okay readers,i guess thts all for today. Smell you around pple but make sure you guys bath first
before i smell you aite..OKAY LAME!-__________-"V

"treasure yr loved ones while it last"

10th August 2009

2009-08-10T02:50:00.000-07:00

hello guys.

currently i`m tuning to Indie songs.WAHAHA!long time since i heard
slow music.Slow but fast(?)kay forget it.-_-V

Basically for today..my plan was to go and revise but end up
going to the gym instead.WAHAHAA!
so yea.The gym so packed today unlike other public holidays.
Imagine you have to share one machine with 3 different pple who you dont
even recognise.haha!i`m the weakest of all.they all carry weights like nvr carry before..
wth!
Same old routine but more to endurance today.
so went home at 5 and here i am spending my time
bloggin..

As for tomorrow,there will be school.And the worst part theres a spotcheck.
ERGH!i hate the teachers catching guys with short hairs instead of the long ones.
Blind pple.GRR!
But still,i dun actually care because my hair grow quite fast so no worries.
hahaha!

I guess thats all folks for today..
I`m updating due to the fact tht i`m bored.XP.
have fun on yr days ahead.:D

9th Aug 2009

2009-08-09T02:06:00.000-07:00

Everything is back to normal i guess?

but i still got this worried feeling.
the feeling tht tells me something`s going to happen again.
I dun have the mood to do anything..even if its fun!like wtf rite?
Okay enuff of whining and lets get straight to the point.

today is national day.
went to work but was shock to hell after knowing that thre is no double pay.
like wtf!thts the reason why i came to work in the first place.
Work like normal.only feel like kicking the pple there in the ass except
for the aunties of course!
SO today = boring.

I dunnoe what to update already uh.
smell you later.
-_-V

8th Aug 2009

2009-08-08T04:17:00.000-07:00

today,I`ve officially lost someone who had trusted me.

i`m just a dickhead
a fking loser,
an asshole,
and anything that relates to a liar.
i felt that the something i always wanted to
happen will now be simple dream which will
nvr happen.
out of so many mistakes,this is the one i`ve made.
I admitted that i dont something wrong.
i wanted to clear my mind out by doing soo.
Now more problems are goin to appear.
how am i suppose to be happy when i`m just playing around
with somebody`s feelings.
How am i going to face tht somebody tht i hurt?
but serves me right.I`m a guy who nvr things of the consequences tht will
happen..
i`m just plain old fauzie.like what my father always say."Maner otak kau!?!tarok pat pantat eh?
apsl aku ader anak bdh cam kau?argh"
which means "where you put yr brain?!isit at yr ass?why do i have a very stupid kid?"
I`m always doing things without thinking the good or the bad.
How am i goin to gain that someone`s trust again?
i think its too late now.
When am i going to change?hais.
i`m a disappointment to everbody..my friends,my family.
I`m just better off dead.:(
dont do same mistakes i`ve made guys.dont be a dickhead like me.

"promise is a very big word.A word powerful enuff to lose somebody."

7 Aug 2009

2009-08-07T03:20:00.000-07:00

so for today basically is all about NDP celebration .
But the thing that fucking pissed me is that after the parade,
the sec 4`s and 5`s must go back to class and do some stupid
drawings.So school was boring today.

went home rest for awhile and head out for my friday prayers.
After friday prayers went home and sleep for a while..
and now i`m here..

okay i`ve been sway for like a long time already.
i feel that i`m out of options.
i dont even know what to do to make things right again.
hais.

So Overall today = bored.

"i wont let anything happens to my loved ones,including you"

6th Aug 2009

2009-08-06T04:46:00.000-07:00

-_-"V.

So yea today preety much a typical boring day for me.
Went home from my Science Paper 1 which overall i screwed up
at 10am.I went straight to my bed and started listening to songs
since i was sooooooooo bored.argh!
But I was enlightened because i was going to the gym.YAY!-_-"V
this time i went with Hadi.my long lost friend who i dont even know
where he went for the past how many months.LOL!
so do the normal routine and stuffs and at around 3.40 went home
because i need to go my cousin`s house for kenduri.
My cousin shocked me due to his pierced lips.Last 2 weeks he
told me he wanted to pierce his lips but i thought he was joking.-_-
But the weird thing is,he`s the one who wanted to pierce and now he`s
whining over it because cannot eat and drink properly because it hurts.
One word can decribe that..The word is "STUPID"!

went home at 7pm and now i`m here.
What a very fuck up day.Overall its so boringgg.
ergh.i hope i`ll find something that wont make me bored easily
in future..Ergh!Tomorrow is National Day Celebration at my school
and i cant wait for something..HAHA!so yea.
untill tomorrow,see you readers soon!(if there any)^_^"

"When you are in love,you cant fall asleep because reality is better than
your dreams." - Dr Seuss

5th Aug 2009

2009-08-05T02:31:00.000-07:00

i really cant wait for my hair to grow like this guy,Oliver Sykes.
besides his cool and hardcore screamin,he also got a very good sense
of style and he`s a vegeterian.HAHAHA!

So putting that aside,today was my fucking POA paper.
The paper was actually easy than i had expected.Furthermore,
the chapters that i assume that was going to appear actually came out
during the paper.But i wasted the opportunity to do well since i didn`t study
for the paper.Haha!I studied for 5 min before the paper start.So i manage to do
a handful of questions and the rest i just day dream and waited for the bloody
paper to end.-_-"v

Right after the paper ends,went home straight because i didn`t know what to do in
school.At home to avoid from being bored,i slept from 11.30 am to 1.30pm
then i woke to have my lunch and at 2pm - 5pm,i went to sleep again.
HAHAHA! so yea now i`m here blogging.

Tomorrow is my last prelim paper which is Science Paper 1.Its just basically
all MCQ`s qns for both my Physics and Chemistry.So going to try my best
not to screw up since i already screwed up my written Chemistry paper.
After tomorrow`s paper maybe going to get a haircut from my personal hairdresser who
is my friend,Haris.haha..
So i think thats all for today since i`m out of ideas on what to update.XD

"The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even be touched.
They must be felt by the heart"- Helen Keller

4th August 2009

2009-08-04T03:51:00.000-07:00

So,as for today

i stayed home from morning till afternoon
because i need to babysit my nephew.
So skipping that.
I went to gym ALONE.because Zaim got some problems
at home and so he didnt make it.
workout was okay i guess.What`s lacking is there is nobody
to support me when i`m doing those heavy loads.-_-"
I make a new friend just now in the gym.HAHA.
Since he got some experience,i asked him some tips.
He really gave me some very good tips that i will try it
out in days to come when i`ve got the time to go gym again.

After working out and all,decided to go to zaim house since
Zaim,Haris and Nafy wanted to practice some songs for their
teachers day performance.I joined them because i didn`t want to go
back home early and furthermore at home,its a bore and also
i`ll just be a burden to my mother who is busy babysitting my nephew.
They practice some of their songs while I just sit there and enjoyed it.
Mail joined us but he didnt do anything himself.So we decided to go
to youtube and watch some funny videos.
so bla bla bla,went home with nafy and
not i`m back here bloggin.Aww man!tomorrow is my POA paper 1 and
i didnt even touch my POA notes..-__-"V
haha..nevermind,its only Prelims rite?LOL.i`ll be most probably be preparing for my O`s
after prelim`s paper which will end on the thursday..:D

i`ll see first whether to blog tmr since i dont think there will be anything
great that will happen so yea.Enjoy yr upcoming days aite readers
Take care.:D.

3rd Aug 2009

2009-08-03T04:08:00.000-07:00

hey supp everybody!

I hope you guys enjoyed yr day today because i enjoyed my day today.
firstly,i`m happy because No school.XP
secondly,today manage to have fun with my friends.HAHA.

So,bout today.Study with Zaim and Haris was not bad but
most of the time,we just slack around and talk.XD
but we did study.So yea got this one incident which really make
me laugh which i`m lazy to type out because due to the fact that
confirm + 100% nobody will think its funny.if you guys see it,
surely you will laugh.HAHA.Until now i cant stop laughing thinking bout
that incident..XD

we studied like about an hour then we started to chit chat again.-_-"V
so chit chat till 6.30 then we went off our seperate ways.

Tomorrow no school also!XD.
Maybe me and zaim will hit the gym in the morning
and after that off to study again.XD
Thats all i guess for today.
spent time with my friends is enuff to make me happy
haha..so later readers.:D

"true meaning of friendship is when yr friends are always there
for you when you are feeling down.they will always give their full attention
to help you."that is from my point of view only.^_^

2 Aug 2009

2009-08-02T03:03:00.001-07:00

Suppp!!^_^.
As for today,i went to work at 7am.
pfft.I hate doing openings but what to do?
haha..so yea,do same old routine,cut bread during breakfast,
fried the fish and chicken and some other random
stuffs.I manage to endure the feeling of slapping the trainee managers
who is fucking irritating askin me to do this and do that..pfft
but must sabar I`m a good guy.XD.
Went home straight at 4 because damn tired.-_-"
so here i am now.

After watching the dance vid from a dance crew from Britain,
Diversity,i really feel like dancing already.haha.I like their choreography
and especially their syncronisation(?) when they dance.
damn jealous sia..-_-"

I`ve been wondering what am i going to do for the next 2 days setting aside
studying and of corse going to stadium.><
i dun have school since i`m not sitting for any papers on that 2 days.
going to school to study maybe?or just rot at home and sleep?
HAHA!
so okay i guess thats all for now.
I`m out of ideas on what to write..XP.

"With hard work,perseverance,confidence and believing in yrself,you
will succeed in everything you do.:)"

1st August 2009

2009-08-01T05:20:00.000-07:00

this is cool.the coordination..WHOA!!5/5

1st August 2009

2009-08-01T02:35:00.001-07:00

I`m like Patrick Star..the stupid of all stupid.
Haiz..i`ve been feeling so down today..i dont have the
mood to do anything lately except for going gym today of corse.
:/.
Tomorrow will be working again after a month of not working due
to some technical problems..pfft.I hate doing 7am shift.I dont feel
like going to work but i must because i need money.I need to fix my
beloved zen mosaic and my fucking psp.Haiz.Why am I so sway these days?
i`ll hope it end soon..Hmm.
Lately,no good things happen to me except for some beneficial on studies.
Manage to remember all the formulas for physics.Getting along well with my
enemy,the subject called MATH.
I always question myself this.Am i doing the right things all the time?
Am I benefiting from the things i do?
Why is love being so unfair to me?Why am i getting bad luck all the time?
Gosh,i feel so angry and sad at the same time but what to do right?The one who knows
it is only God.so might elsewell live with it right?.Hmm.
i guess thats all i can update for now.Take Care Readers!
and always be Happy!:D

"Problems always accure to anybody in this world.No problems are impossible
to be solve or overcome.Sometimes good things does came out from the
problems we are facing.And problems can sometimes make us become a stronger human
being too."^_^

30th July 2009

2009-07-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

I`ll update tmr yea!HAHA..:D

30th July 2009

2009-07-30T05:29:00.000-07:00

Whatssup!!well this blog is dead for a long time.
Thats me on top.HAHA..kay kidding its my idol
Oliver Sykes..he rocks okay!XD

I`ve been really2 busy lately and yea today i`ve found time to
update it..^_^..

alot of things had happened and its both good and bad..
so yea!!i had my prelim math paper 2 today..gosh i didnt manage to finish
the fucking last qn..i wasted precious marks sehh.:/
for the previous papers.Eng,Chem and Humans were okay i guess..
except for Math..pfft..need more practice on tht fucking subject..
i need to at least pass to go to a Poly..pfft..

Hmm..oh yea.Life`s been a fucking bitch to me all rite..
here sway there sway..-_-" but luckily there`s someone whose willing
to cheer me up when i feel that way..:D I feel that i was born sway.Haiz.
But everything is a test from
the great one,God.I may be sway now,who knows in future i`ll get lucky?
who knows rite?Haha..

So,i`ve been setting my eyes on you for a while now..
i`ve been seeing good things happening ever since i decided
to follow those things you told me.I nvr once like studying..
now i feel tht its important to study rather than slacking around..
I also decided to try and stop doing things that is bad for my health.
:D..I cant thank you enough.
i guess thts all i can post for now.I`ll be posting again tomorrow.
MAYBE UH!!..hahaha..
XD

"the feelings of love between a guy and a lady becomes stronger
on every minute they spent together.."